i blame my self

im hurting too.
deep down inside.

the light has grown dim.
maybe if i slit my wrists.

maybe if i swallowed some pills.
maybe just maybe, all the pain will go away.

No,No' i will never do that.
i will never hurt my self to make my father love me.

i know i hurt you.
i can feel your pain.

the truth i tell.
arter going thoudh hell.