Strangeland

When I close my eyes,
I see you walking down the street
Trying to get our eyes to meet
But you seem so far away.
And then I sigh again,
Why are you running through my mind?
Is there something I should find?
Throughout this boring day.

I spew my guts out in the gutter,
Feeling like nothing and someone all the same
I can't understand your inaudible mutters,
Like it's gonna be fine some other day.

I turn my mind around,
I don't know where we've gone
You're more than you may lead on
Because you're just a stranger.
You then take my hand,
Tell me that I should trust you,
And strangely enough I do,
Even though I breathe the danger.

But every damn time,
When I barely close my eyes
Your negative will stay behind
And it just wouldn't go.
Oh and yeah I tried,
Still I don't recognize your face
Or the weirdness of the place
That you take me out alone.

I spew my guts out in the gutter,
Feeling like nothing and someone all the same
I can't understand your inaudible mutters,
Like it's gonna be fine some other day.

Though I can't believe I still think of you,
Like you're not real to me.
My mouth is dry and I can't speak,
With you I wanna be,
Yeah, with you I wanna be.
Go!

And I try to speak,
But somehow it's only mouthed
My whispers rather shouted
Frustrations running deep.
I don't seem to know,
How it haunts my imagination
This funny admiration
I wish I couldn't sleep.

I spew my guts out in the gutter,
Feeling like nothing and someone all the same

Though I can't believe I still think of you,
Like you're not real to me.
My mouth is dry and I can't speak,
With you I wanna be,
Yeah, with you I wanna be.