Funeral

everyone will come to my funeral not for the reasons that may be said
no-body will truly mourn, they will all cry false tears that were easily shed
they don't care that they're friend,son,brother watches them as he lays dead
they all come to watch me leave but i am already gone have been for a long time
have been long dead burried within myself looking for an out to be found
it so appears that i have found it leaving the pain and sorrows of prison
only to begin the true torture that awaits after the second of pain i sent into my brain
it ended it all just so i could be free from my own curse and found the devils
although i tell you i thought mine was worse i was wrong dammed to a mistake
my curse is gone now i miss it and it so appears that i am at peace in my coffin
i know the one reason why everyone has appeared its not to see my off
its only to sit and watch... make sure i stay dead... always one more bullet in the head

im a happy dude but sometimes you just gota wirte sad to make it feel hardcore ya know! :D