Ruined World

What did I do?
Did I deserve what happened?
I did my best I swear I did.
I made those mistakes long ago
Please don’t leave me here
Not like this
I don’t want to stay stranded
Chained to my misery for the rest of my days
Alone to drown in my tears

Before you came into my life I never dared to hope
Never dreamt of leaving this isolation I’ve known
But when you found me you brought light
Sunshine started to stream through my dark cloudy sky
I thought my life could change
I thought you were here to stay
Well so long
Goodbye
Don’t come back

Who am I kidding?
I need you
The sunshine has left
The clouds are twice as dark
The sea of my tears rages
Another lock weighs down my tortured heart
Help me please
Only you can save me
Turn my dark wings back to white
Can you hear my cries?