There is Always Evidence of a Raging War

How long did it take you to forget me
When exactly did you lose your faith
At what point did you see
A new forever wouldn't be
The same

You cry your heart out when you're alone
You think that you can hide it, fight it
There is always evidence of a raging war
But has it subsided
The dead of silence
It couldn't be much colder

Where did all the pain go
At least then I saw you then
Crying or screaming or giving up completely
I screwed up again
Damn it...

How long did it take you to finally let go
And why didn't my previous mistakes make you dead
Where has the fire gone
Not even the ashes remain
You took it all and just swept it away

But you know what hurt the most
You didn't look back
Not even for one second did you feel the need
To throw a glimpse of sadness my way
At least, then, I could have something to hold on to...

Maybe I'll forget you...