Just A Teenager

Perhaps I'm a little dramatic
Perhaps I'm a bit of an addict
Perhaps it's all just a routine
Perhaps I'm just a teen

Perhaps my cry for help was an act
And if it was would you have laughed?
Perhaps I will actually do it one day
Then will you believe me and come my way?

Maybe my eye ducts are too weak
I lost the way to think, i've forgotten how to speak
Maybe I've gotten to be much too mysterious
I've learned new habits, I've turned delirious

Perhaps I've learned how to say I'm okay
It's not lying, I just know how to play the game
Perhaps my way of thinking is insane
It keeps me from dying, from being afraid

Maybe I've closed too many doors
It's a shame cause they wont open anymore
Maybe it all is my fault
Then I probably do deserve the insults

Perhaps I just love playing the victim
Perhaps I'm too immature and just sick then
Perhaps one day my stubbornness will backfire
Maybe then i'll quit being such a liar