Not Enough.

Tears prick at me

I AM NOT ENOUGH

The words echo in my head, the feeling of self disgust fills my veins making my heart pound in emptiness

Will you cure me? Will you save me?

For once I am realizing that I am not enough to fill myself I can't make myself full I need someone to help me can you? Will you? Would you even want to?

This feeling is going to end me. Help the wonderful word that coats everything in society it's a bunch of lies. I need someone to save me and I need you to that for me. It's selfish of me to ask you to do this for me. I am nothing more than a burden filled of hateful words.

The tears fall and I curl into ball hoping that you would turn into my light and hold me, I want to feel your breath at my ear and whisper the sweet lies into my ears, as my breathing slows into non existence. Help me burn please light me on fire let my pyromaniac mind run free and burn with me, I will be there for you and I will get rid the empty feeling that must caroused through your veins because you chose me. The broken thing I am, I need you to be my glue and somehow piece me back together, help me I whine one last time before I drowned into that vast pit of suicide.