Never Beg

You've never liked being alone
But nobody even answers the phone,
They don't want you.
They hate you.
You're just a fucking disgrace.
So you huddled up,
All alone,
In your corner,
Until he came around.
Don't you wish he hadn't come around?
He took all the pleasant sounds.
Your laughter, your voice,
He replaced it with your screams,
He destroyed you at the seams.

And then you fall,
You fall to your knees,
And he stands over you while you're begging him please to help you.
Just help you.
You're not quite ready to die.

You bleed out on the floor
And he just asks for more
When you can't help your fucking self.
It's like a game of charades
With all the personas you play
Just before you're figured out,
You move on to the next.
And the next. [/x4]
It will never end.

So you fall,
You fall to your knees,
And he stands over you while you're begging him please to help you.
Just help you.
You're not quite ready to die.

And if he cared,
If he'd share,
Just one little bit of his life with you,
Forever you'd be grateful.
But he's too fucking hateful.
You'll never be touched by the grace of love.
You'll never be spared by the ruler of Hell.
Oh, no.

Please don't fall,
Get off your fucking knees,
Don't let him rule over you, never say please,
I'll help you.
Just help you.
You're not quite ready to die.

I'm in love with horror,
But it's getting boring,
Then you come along and you're broken.
So broken.
I love how broken you are.
I'll fix you.
I'll help you.
I'll fix you.
I'll help you.