I am scared

I am scared.
Sitting in my room,
staring at my phone.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Vibrations begin;
shaking, buzzing, pulsing.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Messages pop up;
none are nice.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
With shaking hands I read them;
cunt, bitch, die.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
why cant they leave me alone,
what did I do wrong?

AFRAID.

I am scared.
No one believes me,
I deleate them all.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Waking up every morning
to violent words of hate.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Sticks and stones may break my bones,
but words will never hurt me.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Living every day is a
nightmare.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Stepping up to loose,
tightening it around my neck.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Forgive me lord for I have sinned,
even though I dont know what I did.

AFRAID.

I am scared.
Six feet under,
and my phone still vibrates.

AFRAID.