When will I.

When will I find someone that makes me smile too big again
When will I find someone that makes me feel safe
When will I realize your with her tonight
When will I realize you don't care
When will I remember what you said
When will I remember it's over
When will I stop feeling like crap
When will you stop messing with my feelings
When will I stop taking everything to heart
When will I be myself again
When will I gain back everything you destroyed
When will you stop lying
When will I kick your ass for the stuff you put me through
When will I realize you weren't worth it
When will I open my heart again
When will I decide when to move on
When will I realize your just an ass
Wait 'til you realize what a mistake you made
Wait 'ti I find someone better than you.
Wait 'til I move on
Wait 'til I can kick your ass
Wait 'til you come crawling back to me
Wait 'til I say no
But for now.. When will I find you,
the person that makes me a better person
♠ ♠ ♠
Anyway I wanted to write this because as i was going to bed last night it came to me and I had to get it down....sooooo yeah