its all that matters now

what are you doing kissing other boys when my heart is yours what the fuck you say you love me but is that the truth little one or are you lying to me or are you protecting me from yesterday i cant hear you anymore when we could be in love instead you have to screw everything over i treat you how you always wanted to be but no im not the one for you im sorry to say but goodbye we could have been in love and tell me whats wrong this makes me want to bleed from sorrow tears lead from my heart down to the the ground were my feet walk i cant stay with you anymore but i have to i have grown on you you might have cheated but whats a simple kiss could it lead to me losing you to another boy....... now as i smoke the night away my heart can heal with the sent of your love .... is it still here or is it all in my head and when will i be able to breathe again? .... im so lost i im afraid of being alone no here listen to me im dead in the world i have no voice im just a little soul looking for a opening to be heard ... will my voice be heard.... can some one save me.... im falling off in the deep end as dawn turns to day as shadows turn to midnight ill bring back the memories that we have shared....... fuck this shit its getting old you cheated used me you love was a lie......now that you see... what you done im never letting you down again.... for it will hurt me to see you go ... that's why i stay with you im done feeling sorry for you it was your choice it did not just happen a kiss takes so long to happen so dont lie nto me no more for i see right on threw you in your sick and twisted lies of love.... so i say thank you and good life ill be here when you need me every lasting love whore