A Gamble

Is it a right, or is a left?
Is it a simple toss of a coin?
Is it a walk down to a fork in a road?
Or is it doors in a house full of closets?

When will I find that silver lining?
Walking endless pathways with unknown destiny's,
Searching for the first step into Nirvana,
The voices of the ones who influence me tell memories.

"NO!........... DON'T DO THAT!................ GOOD WORK!...............
CONGRATULATIONS!................I LOVE YOU!................ I HATE YOU!"

Is there no simple path?
A one way road into happiness,
Am I cursed?
Can't It just be easy for me!

The pressure it hurts,
What will be the outcome?
A path in the shadows,
Or a path in the light.

"BUM! BUM! ................ BUM! BUM!"

I can feel my heart beat,
ITS SO TOUGH!
WHAT SHOULD I CHOOSE!
PLEASE TELLLLL MEEE!

Suddenly............I realized,
Only I choose what path I take.
I decide what's right and wrong,
Life is a gamble but with the right cards................................ I WILL WIN!