They Can't Hurt Me

i feel the cold blade
run across my skin.
i say, God, i am home again....
the warm blood
flows down.
oh, what a fuzzy world i've found....
they can't hurt me here
'cause i hurt myself.
i took myself down from that shelf....
there's a way
to escape the pain.
i don't go there every day,
just a secret rendeveux
to keep sane.
don't you follow me,
i am by myself.
find your own way,
keep out....
i feel the jagged glass
rip through my flesh.
i say, hey, are we free, yet...?
the smooth blood
trickles down.
oh, what a cozy world i've found....
they can't find me here
'cause i'm by myself.
that doesn't make sense, i know, go fuck yourself.
there's a way
to escape the pain.
i don't go there every day,
just a secret rendeveux
to keep sane.
don't you follow me,
i am by myself.
find your own way,
keep out....
i feel the weak fist
pounding my own arms.
can't even do this right,
causing my own harm....
just my way of saying
knock me out.
'cause, see, i'm not allowed
to scream out....
there's a way
to escape the pain.
i don't go there every day,
just a secret rendeveux
to keep sane.
don't you follow me,
i am by myself.
find your own way,
keep out....
i feel the warm blood
spray out in slow motion,
trap me in a wave
like a deep red ocean....
their eyes are red,
but not pretty rubies.
i've gotta close
my eyes, so...
yes, they've all gone away!
feel the knife
in your back!
my metaphorical
secret attack!
feel the glass
spray your eyes!
my silent
sharp glare of despise!
go away...!
i need to feel alive.

wake me up inside

i need to feel alive.

save me from this hell they call my life