Pulling Me Back

I'm trying to get my head straight.
I'm trying to stay on track.
I keep on moving forward,
But then something pulls me back.

It's a fight I've been dealing with.
I've been losing it for weeks.
People ask what's wrong,
But I don't want to speak.

Because every time I talk,
I ruin everything.
I feel a little hurt,
But then it all stings.