Lies

You toyed with me once, don’t do it again
When will your taunting ever end?
You have your perfect life,
She’s the one you chose, yet still you torture me
Do you regret it now, now that you’re not wanted?
What’s it like to feel unwanted, it’s not fun, is it?
But you don’t care, you still won’t stop
You always get what you want,
I’m sorry but this time is different,
I’ve grown and learned since then
I won’t look into your eyes
No, not again.
Yeah I’ve learned, I’ve learned a lot,
What it’s like to be treated poorly,
And what it’s like to be treated right
But the lesson I’ve learned most of all;
The closer you get to someone, the harder you will fall
And I don’t mean sexually, fuck that.
I mean mentally, emotionally close
Physical intimacy that masks over the lies,
It made me believe you cared, and that you’d be there ‘till the end
Physical intimacy doesn’t mean shit unless you feel the emotional side too,
Those emotions that I always knew, that I thought you felt too,
It was all just a lie, then you tossed me aside
I won’t fall for your lies, not this time