Because It's Her

Sometimes I think she sees
But then she makes a joke
And we laugh
But the smile is gone from my eyes
Together we laugh and smile
Apart I cry in despair
Can she not see?
Does she not believe?

I’ve known her for so long
But still she doesn’t see the truth
The way she makes me feel
When I know she sees
But doesn’t care
About the pain she’s causing me

The way she makes me feel
The hurt, the heartache
Knowing I’m not good enough
That my love doesn’t mean a thing
Inside I’m breaking
Crying out for hope
On the outside, I’m not me
But she doesn’t care

I cant take it
I want to give up
But I’m not strong enough
She always said I could do anything
So why not this?
Its because it’s her
It’s because it’s always her