Rhythmless You Are

Simply because,
It hurts,
Does not define,
A reason to give in

Not yet

Let the hours,
Stroll by,
Taking sweet time

Sweet,
What does that taste like?

No longer,
Craving

Pain,
Twisting,
Shaking hands,
Write these rhythmless rhymes,
Filled with such broken hearts,
Just to waste time

To ignore,
That as veins shrink,
Collapsing,
Under such destruction,
That I deserve this

I deserve every fucking minute,
I burn

To grow,
So progressively smaller,
As small,
As words,
Sentences,
Life,
Had made me feel

Float away,
With the wind,
With that whisper

I am wasting time,
Before I die,
From my own,
Self preservation
♠ ♠ ♠
Just in case you may be confused, this poem is about Anorexia. A terrible, obsessive friend