Secret Little China Doll

Repetition.
She's so good at it.
Drilling, drilling my faults through my head

She's so delicate
I can't retort

But I wonder if it's fake
Like the rest of her
Just a plastic, disposable,
renewable exterior.

Inside
She knows how to get my blood pumping
My hands shaking
My teeth clenching
My eyes watering

And I hate her.

But it's a secret
No one else would believe it
Because no one else knows her
Like I do.