Again

Please life don't fuck me over.
And make me lose another lover.
Forever I'll remember him when he left
to New York.
And now I found another guy.
And even if he is nice and cute I cannot lie.
I love him..
He makes my heart fill funny and my stomach hurt.
We haven't ever flirted.

I don't even know where to begin.
The list is endless and my heart
is happy.
He is everything I want and more.
He makes me feel like My insides
are dying.
And I am happy that I'm trying...
Again.