Look At Me

I look at all the happy couples and it makes me sick.
For once I’d like to see someone feel that for me.
I hold my books close and inside my head I wish.
I keep my head down and try not to scream.
All this time wasted fighting the hell in my head.
We brush by each other my eyes scream but you act like you never used me.
It's ripping a hole in my heart that I cannot mend

Look at me like you look at her, she isn’t worthy of toxic dirt.
All the nights I spent wasting my time with you, I'm only worth your time when I'm nude.
Just give me a sign my hope was all for not and I'll give you up without a second thought
I liked it better when we never talked; it was easier before we fucked.

I’m one big secret you keep in the bedroom.
I can’t take the secrets that are unweaving my mind.
I give up all memories of me and you.
I won’t be something you call up in your spare time.
Forget my number and the late night booty calls.
I’m never crawling into your bed again.
So grow up be a man and get some balls.
This is the end.

Look at me like you look at her, she isn't worth toxic dirt.
All the nights I spent my time with you, I'm only worth your time when I'm nude.
Just give me a sign my hope was all for naught and I'll give you up without a second thought.
I liked it better when we never talked; it was easier before we fucked.

You will see everything that I do.
So look at me when I walk away.
Look at me when I speak to you.
Look where I used to lay.
Look at me when I ignore you in the halls
Look in a mirror at all your flaws
And once you do all that I want you to pause……………. AND LOOK AT YOU!!