Sometimes.

Sometimes I fake a smile
Or hold in a tear
But sometimes I cant act okay
When I remember your not here.
Sometimes I look your way
And hope your looking at me
But you just glance away
As if im not even here to see.
Sometimes I think about you
And all the things you said
And I wonder how you can be so fine
When without you im almost dead.
Sometimes I look at the pictures
Before everything was just a game
Back when we smiled and laughed
Those pictures will always be the same.
Sometimes I wonder if you think of me
As much as I think of you
But then I know you dont,
You have more important things to do.
Sometimes I let myself believe
All the things you say
And I know its my fault it hurts
When you walk away.
Sometimes I wish I could forget you
Because without you im not okay
All I think of is your memory
And barely make it through each day
Sometimes I wonder if you forgot me
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
Because you know if you need me
I wouldnt be hard to find
Sometimes I wish I could go back
And change everything that we were
So maybe it wouldnt hurt so much
To see you walk by with her.
Sometimes I get so sad
That you dont care like I do
Sometimes im just happy
To be in the same room as you.
Sometimes I wonder why
I let you do the things you do
But it doesnt take me long to realize
Its because im in love with you.