Free from the fake

Today I hurt myself
Again
I was feeling sad and depressed
Thinking about
How lonely I am
In this world
In this room filled with smiling people
Their lives are so fake
Nothing seems real
To me
I knew the only thing that could be real was pain
I had to know something was real
Other than the pain
So I took the razor and cut
I cut deep
The sheets on my bed
Are now covered in red
From the blood I bled
Because I needed to know
Something was real
Now my body lays lifeless
My life is now an abyss
And I know I wont be missed
As the darkness surrounds me
I say my final good night
I am finally free from all things fake