Musings II.

Crying,
dying,
heartache,
pick-me-up,
sadness,
all alone,
rejected,
unwanted,
confused,
hopeless,
nothing,
no belief,
out-of-place,
weird,
absurd,
secretive,
wanting,
hoping,
desperate,
puzzled,
overanalyzing,
lips,
collarbones,
roses,
red velvet cake,
hips,
arms,
faces,
eyes,
whirlwind,
suicide,
bisexual,
love triangle,
fear,
mood swings,
convincing,
kissing,
wanton,
sordid,
dirty,
used,
needy,
background,
understanding,
trying,
begging,
pleading,
on the inside,
hidden,
secret,
alibi,
empty,
lonely,
disposable,
ridiculous,
scary,
obsession,
admiration,
adoration,
love,
curiosity,
fetish,
need,
want,
question,
flavor,
speak,
tongue,
wordless,
silenced,
cautious,
cutesie,
jealous,
envy,
too much,
gas masks,
spiders,
twenty years,
I miss you,
different,
new,
loving,
lusting,
wondering,
asking,
commanding,
kept at bay,
controlled,
impulsive,
lawless,
ignored,
unheeded,
indescribable,
tasted,
everywhere,
nowhere,
sick,
stupid,
on the tip of my tongue.