Sick

I feel sick
I feel feverish
I feel the flu coming
I feel like my stomach may come out of me
I feel like my heart may beat straight out of my heart
I feel woozy
I feel dizzy
I feel weak
This is not normal
I can't be feeling right
This can't be right
When you're near
I feel sick
Is this truly what it feels like?
If so, I hope I never have feelings for another boy again
Then again...
I know I will