Too Perfect

Just one word is
All i need to
Describe exactly
What you are
Perfect
Simple
Smart
Amazing
But alas
I cannot call you
Mine

The one word i
Wish to use though
I cannot
For you are not
Searching even
Though you are
All I've ever
Wanted
Needed
Sought

What i feel is not
Quite love though
I fear it is
Close enough I
Feel empty when
You are not with me I
Fear I will not see
You again this
Pains me for
I care more than
I should

My mind is broken my
Heart is torn you
May feel nothing though
I hope you know how
Just you holding me I
Cannot breathe those
Around say yes we
Should be us no
Matter what how
I feel confuses me but
Maybe sometime you
Will soon realize I
Might love exactly
Too Perfectly
Wonderfully
Adorably
Who
You
Are
<3