Here I am

Here I am,crying alone
Remembering what you told me on the phone
Wondering if you will ever love me again
Or even just accept me as your friend

Here I am,crying while bleeding
Feeling my heart slowly burning
Trying to forget all our memories
Thinking that they are all just fantasies

Here I am,full of pain
Standing in the middle of the rain
So no one will see me cry
And so that I will be able to hear rain drops before I die

Here I am,watching blood flow from my wrist
Along with the rain moon and mist
Waiting for the right time to die
The perfect time to say goodbye