I'm Not So Convinced Anymore

All summer i was just sitting there,
starring at my computer screen not knowing what to say to you.
And still nothing comes to mind,
i thought i was over you...i really did.
But now im not so convinced.
But the thing is i dont owe you anything,
not one thing.
because you never tried,
nope you didnt, you just wanted me as your little game.
secrets and all.
I knew you would never tell your parents about me,
i was your secret, but thats what kept it interesting.
But i knew you would never want to be with me again,
i was just your playtoy.
So i didnt talk to you all summer,
until we got back to school.
How is it whenever i wanted to be in your classes i never was,
but now that i dont want to be your there.
So now i just sit there in class starring at you,
trying not to smile when you look and smirk at me.
God, i really thought i was over you,
I really did....