take the hurt away

what was i thinking?
how could i be so blind
was i looking for the affection
i could never find
the covers had to be tight
right over my head
i can't even fathom
sharing a fucking bed

how dare you call me baby;
how dare you act so calm
i thought i could trust you, just maybe
but I'm not he only girl you strung along

how can you stare your girl
deep in the eyes
knowing what you've done
knowing all your lies
i feel hurt and used
but that's nothing new
must have been pretty fun
for just something to do

how could i even stand
the thought of letting you in
your sweaty hands running
as we committed sin
every hit brought me further from my mind
every moan brought me closer to the end
but what occurred in that room could be the furthest thing from live
but that all really depends

i feel abused
self esteem diminished
left alone
as you finished
i wish the pipe
never touched my lips
i wish your hand
never touched my hips

i cant take back that day
but i wish i could take the hurt away