welcome to my world

in a world of darkness
i fall to my knees
i'm used to this life
but i'm begging you please

i need a new start
somewhere, somehow
i know i'm too young
well, at least i know now

am i really too young
to think about death
really too young
to take my last breathe

i didnt think so
so why do you keep saying
to keep doing better
to keep on praying

i know that i should
but that's not who i am
depressed and homocidal
because i know i can