Always on my mind

I thought of you today
but that is nothing new
I thought of you yesterday
And the day before that too
I think of you in silence
And I often speak your name
All I have is memories and pain
You were taken at such a young age
Taking my life with you
I act like a zombie
I feel like one to
It’s been five years
And I’m still not the same
People worry
People stare
Yes I dress differently now
But it’s the only way
That I can let everyone know
That I’m not ok
They don’t listen
They don’t care
But I’ll kept by head held high
And pretend everything is ok
And that I’m not counting the days
Til I am in your arms once more