Afraid to be Myself

i'm afraid
your judgement always in my head
i'm not the perfect daughter
i will be perfect i'm happy being imperfect
you will never know how much you words hurt
i am me and true to myself
i can't be who i am in your presence
you frown upon me and my friends
i will never be the sporty daughter
i will never be the smat daughter
i will never be the girly-girl you wanted so much
i will be me
but your judgement scares me
i'm afraid that you will never love me for me
i tried to be the perfect daughter but i'm never happy
i wish i didn't have hide the real me
i don't want to be afraid
but i am afraid to be my self