the real me

mom i'm sorry to say
that i freakin hate life
i just want to die
all i can do is cry
one day soon
i'll be wondering in hell
what i did to deserve
that hell on earth
i have no true friends
not at home
or at school
oh yeah, did i mention
that i freakin hate school
i cant take this life
i dont want to be in this world
maybe i'll kill myself
because my mind is twisted and twirled