I've Realized But I Don't Understand

I've realized how much you mean to me
I've realized how much I mean to you
I've realized that I miss you
I've realized that I love you
I've realized that you let me go
I've realized that you stopped loving me a long time ago
I've realized why you loved me
I've realized why you hurt me so much
I've realized why you left me
I've realized why we went in different directions
I've realized why you don't want to be friends
I've realized why you don't wanna talk anymore
I don't get why you want to see me
I don't get why you want someone else there so that you won't hurt me more than you already have
I don't understand why you want to call me names when I didn't do anything wrong
I don't get why you want to see me alone
I don't understand why you want to hurt me again

I don't want to see you
I don't want to talk to you
I don't want to be hurt again by you
I don't want you to love me again
I don't want to feel your touch again
I don't want to feel the love we had again
I don't want you again
I don't want to cry all night again
I don't want to see you

I won't see you
I won't get hurt
I won't let you hurt me again

I said good bye
Why do you want to see me?
I said to leave me alone
Why do you want to hug me?
I said I wanted nothing to do with you
Why do you want to hold me?

I understand why you said it was over
I don't understand why you want it back?