Some one told me love could save us

My hero is only a simple human
the only one who can understand
hears, feels, see's, and knows
how everything in my life goes
my hero is always but never there
no matter how I want to dissapear
as my thoughts follow me
its judgment I always see
and the knowing will never flee
only i hurt me this harshly
I find relief in the ignoring
rather than strength in enduring
so I kept hopessly serching
for my heros perfect rescuing
it never came not even a sign
so I gave it up within time
and now today I find a truth
that only my hero always knew
its my hero that I could always see
Im the only one who can save me