You Never Liked Me

I don't have the words anymore
To begin to explain how this feels
And I don't have the patience
To stop and see if I could make this real
Because I can't
All the times you lied and got my hopes up
All the times you tried to make it better
But it never worked and never will
And my pillowcase is just getting wetter
With tears that were never shed
And I'm just sick and tired of not getting answers
Answers to the quesions that you refuse to repeat
That you refuse to acknowledge
That they're a part of me
Of the me that you never liked
Of the one you left in the first place
When you walked right out that door
Because you didn't have the guts to say it to my face
You're a liar, a scumbag, a cheat
And I don't know why I ever believed you
You're too chicken to admit it
You never meant to keep your promise
When I looked all shiny and new
When I represented something different
That you never understood
So you just tried to forget it
But you never could and I hated you
For those few moments
When I'd been reduced to something useless
Tossed and torn out on the street
Lying in a heap on the ground
Hoping never to be seen
But I am worth something more
Then your cheap, two-cent whore
So you can watch me leave
And be happy that's all you get to see