self-confidence

do I have self-confidence
no
im don’t see myself as an
attractive person
and I think im as ugly on the inside
as I am on the
outside

am I paranoid
you bet your ass I am

do I have problems
keeping my emotions
in check
yeah I do

am I two faced
yep

am I a egomaniac
yeah

see
I don’t have self-confidence
but I can act like I do
I can pretend
I can walk through those doors
and be
self-absorbed
big mouthed guy
with an even bigger ego
who thinks he’s the best
because
sometimes
it feels like
no one else
will