Missing Him

I spoke to you again
For the first time in five months,
All I could think of was those lips.
And how they'd feel on mine.
Then I walked away,
Because I remembered that you didn't love me anymore.
The sting is still there.
So is the hope that someday you'll change your mind.
Somehow I know you'll never hold me again.
♠ ♠ ♠
Inspired by the first man I ever truley loved. I loved him, he didn't love me and after one year of dating and spending every waking moment together he decided he wasn't ready to commit and needed to see other people. Half a year later and my heart still belongs to him...my best friend...the guy i thought was my soul mate