Such Change

A few days past eighteen
Life is mean
Nothing has changed
Except I'm more deranged

I'm on the edge of being insane
Life was never like neverland
It's a shame
Where I've landed

Last year just a few days pasted seventeen
I was happy as I could be
Unaware
Of being so scared

And lose who I used to be
Lose you, lose me
Now you may as well be non existent
I never hear about you anymore

It was the distance
The every single thing
Which made life so harsh, so sore
If only it was a different thing

For me
For you
And above all
Us