Did you know?

I know I'm not pretty like most girls
I know I don't seem to care
I know I don't deserve to be held
I know I don't deserve to be loved
I know a lot of things about myself.
Did you know?
Did you know that I want to be loved?
Did you know that I want to be held?
Did you know that you make me feel worthless?
Did you know that you make me feel like I don't matter to you?
Why?
Did I deserve this?
Am I just the friend type?
I know that I'm a Tomboy so what?
Don't I deserve to go on dates?
Be kissed?
Be someone's special someone?
Maybe I don't.
Did you know that I wish for one guy to prove me he's not like you or any of the other guys that treated me like dirt?
Did you know?