my dead heart

I AM A DEAD PERSON INSIDE,
ALL OF THIS PAIN THAT I CANNOT HIDE.
THE RAPE I ENDURED IS SO VERY REAL,
ALL MY EMOTIONS,SO HARD TO HEAL.

TRYING TO WAKE UP EACH MORNING,
A TRUE ENDEAVOR TO ME.
SO MANY PAINFUL THINGS,
NO ONE CAN SEE.

LOVE THAT WAS LOST,
NO EMOTIONS INSIDE.
JUST RECKLESS THOUGHTS,
FOREVER IN MY MIND.

DAILY I PRAY,TO WAKE UP,
FROM THESE HORRIBLE THINGS I THINK.
I DREAM FOR BETTER DAYS,TO COME,
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE ME.

THE REASONS I'M ALIVE,I SURELY DON'T KNOW.
ALL THESE THINGS I JUST BELIEVE THAT THEIR SO.
JUST REMEMBER I'M A DEAD PERSON INSIDE,
NO WHERE TO GO,NO WHERE TO HIDE!