THIS TRIP I CALL DRUNK

Stumbled out of bed today,
hungover.didn't have much to say.
thought to myself,why do you do that to me,
killing myself,this could surely be.

Drinking to much,each day,i do,
asking for help,i don't,that is true,
loving myself,no i can not,
going outside,drunk,it's to hot.

i stay in the house,seems forever n' a day,
locked like a prisoner,in this house,i stay,
my head always hurts,from the drinking,i do,
please someone help me,trying to think this through.

don't tell nobody,you heard this from me,
if someone ask, denying,you will see,
my heart is alone,on this trip,i call drunk,
like a ship,at sea,my heart has been sunk.