Dear Mother

Dear mother
Am i such a disapointment
Am i such a evil child
Am i such a liar
Am i such a mistake
Am i such a freak
Am i such a manipulitive bitch
Am i such a failure
Am i such a imperfection
Am i such a loser
That i'm not your little girl anymore
The one that was you everything
Because of what i do
Because of how i choose to cope
Because it's the only way i can be me

Am i everything you hate
Because i find relief by pressing a razor blade against my skin
Until the red drops of self hatred escape my skin
Or is it because you know i'll never be your little girl again
Beause of the scars that mark my skin