Truth or Lie

Night time noises come awake
So does this feeling that I cannot shake
Wait for the moon to rise up high
Then scream me a soft lullaby
Haunting voices echo loud
Brutal thoughts create a shroud
Vision blurred from lies and hate
Walk the path of blood and fate
Silky sheets, cold to touch
Face to pillow, don't breath too much
Laboring, breathing and suffocation
Clawing wildly in desperation
Don't let my soul take flight
Don't let me fall asleep tonight
Deep breath in, close my eyes
Prepare myself for viscious lies
Screaming loudly without a sound
Pounding heart, chained and bound
Hold my head and to me
Take my heart and set it free
Lies and truth all mixed into one
Count down the hours left to sleep
And pray I didn't fall too deep
Who's alive, and who is dead?
Which walls are splattered red?
My mind is lying, it wasn't real
But all of it I could feel
Calm me down, hold me tight
Lie to me, and say its alright