What am I to do?

How can I say that I am in love
when I don't care
I don't even know why we are together
I could do so much better.

Being a hypocrite
I love you more
I lie to myself
so I keep on going, for now.

It is not hard to let go
and it is not hard to ignore you
it is not hard to neglect....
or pretend there is no relationship

I forgot why we're here
smiling into each others eyes
no clue as to why I taste you
everytime I lick my lips

Who am I supposed to turn too
now that I don't care about you
because I counted on our love
that I forgot I never had