Destruction of My Mind

I'm shutting down.
I can't hear a sound.

My breathing is slow.
The world around me I do not know.

Things inside me are turning.
On the outside I am a fire burning.

Falling, falling, falling apart.
Blowing up and off the chart.

I screamed "Let this sadness kill me!"
You were quiet, and all my being exploded, then there was no more me!