Jealousy

Without words, my silent vow
Begins from inside and not from without
This monster brews deep in my soul
Green with envy that does not exist

Bothering with problems I should’ve never start
Here I stand with the burden now falling apart
Making up the drama just to spite myself
The torture is unbearable

How hard it is not to speak
How hard it to say a word
That feeling that endures my body and mind
The reason for it I cannot find
So tell me things are not as they seem
Treat me like another beauty Queen
Bow down to my foolish trends
For I am the cold hearted bitch you call your friend