Hello Fascination

I plead for him not to leave; for he is not the most handsome, but his face compliments mine. His pure white skin is whiter than the snow; his icy blue eyes full of distruction & secrets; his life is like a horribly written book that I love to read. For I wish I never met him; but his memories are on replay, I can only crave his presence. Hell was the place I've walked to, home is where I am from. His lonely attitude would put anyone six feet under, but instead it was no use to me. I was enlighted by the fact his attention was in my direction. He was my sweet sacrafice, but now, I'm the one of the cutting board. All his lies, I never believed, I thought because of my maturity heaven's light would shine down upon me; but no, I was blinded by the darkness that he influenced. Such foolishness shouldn't be put up with; but his romantic charm & innocence was so captivating me. His voice is my silent symphony; his touch made me weak at the knees. I loath him; but deep down I know that if he ever appeared at my broken home, I'd fall right into his trap.