Deep Seeded

I’ve a deep seeded hate.

It’s living and breathing inside of me.

It’s growing stronger as I grow weaker.

It’s attaching its self to me.

So I’ll never be able to let it go.

It’s attacking my immune system.

It’s making me heave.

Making me weep.

I just wanna give up and grieve.

Cant handle the pain.

Cant stand the nights I spend awake.

Sick of watching as life passes me by.

Worried I’ll never get better.

Scared this hate is here to stay.