Someone else left the scar

What would you do to feel something?
to try and keep your smile going
trying so hard not to need to pain
that all you so is hide your cries in the rain

You dont want to cut, you know it'll be your fault
its what people call personal assualt
but what if someone else left the scar
that way you wouldnt know if you went to far

trying to hide it behind a game
not wanting them to see your hidden shame
you'll dig your nails into skin
they cut you open and it will begin

Finally your set free, but it doesnt last
memories and promises coming fast
you remember what you promised, you've already lost
now your hearts turned to frost

the bleedings running down your hand
in the back of your mind you picture your dream land
sliding down the wall you hit the floor
the truth is seeping from your core

Blood and tears mix together
two things that are bound forever
slowly you begin to whisper
telling yourself "you ARE stronger"

Its only a favor
of sexual affair
only a label will come of something
that started with a bleeding hand

what would you do to feel again
would you give yourself to acouple men
what would you do to bleed some more
would you walk into a personal war?

What would you do to feel something
apperently you'll do anything.....