Hidden self

Splattered blood everywhere
I can’t take the pain can hardly bare
My mind has buried its dark grave
I can take a lot but this I cannot save
Maybe in another life
I will not make the same mistake
Past has driven me nearly insane
There I went and here I came
Ignorant to my despair
I hate it when they stop and stare
Oblivious to all who see
Something I am trying to be
Epic fail
This mask of stone
They think I’ll give up but no I won’t
I need another doctor
Cause see
The other one has noticed me
The real me with all the bruises
All the hurt and all this pain
My past confessions always end in vain
Cause in the end no one can save me
Unless they truly see
That there is no happy ending to be